"the fallen angel" - you always want what you cant have
After weeks of not hearing anything from him, i checked his "space" formerly devoted as a means to declare to the entire universe about the exclusivity of our relationship. only to find out that he (the guy who right now, i really dont think he deserves to be called by his name) had changed not just his status (into single) but anything that has to do with me was erased. E R A D I C A T E D. he practically removed me off of not just his page but out of his life. we broke up without even me knowing.
"the magician" - now you see him, now you dont
houdini's shove away style compared to hellboi caused me heart attack. it's not just the feeling of rejection i get but also experiencing the actual..obvious ways of bein ditched that not only me could apparently see but other people as well. (it's as humiliating as publishing this online.) just like good ol houdini who could free himself from locked up rooms with padlocks and chains all over him or from being burried alive inside sealed caskets... houdini jr.'s good in running away soon as he could sense any emotional attachment.
sometimes we wonder why species of the opposite sex can slide their way out of any relationship just like that... perhaps its because men are more logical and women are more emotional. aside from bein driven by ther testosterone, their brain take precedence over matters of the heart. they can get away from anything in a snap. I do not think that all men were created to spread havoc to womankind. No I don’t think that men don’t grow up. I don’t think that the difference between pigs and men is that pigs don’t turn into men when they drink. LOL (hail those male bashing emails!) ok. Pardon me for being too bias, It’s just the way I feel at the moment. Truth is, we dont want to wind up with people whom we know would do no good but grill and mash our hearts in the first place. Sometimes we just fall for the wrong reasons or the wrong time OR fall for the devil and suffer the consequences. the devil can be anywhere in the face of the earth. he may seem like a heavenly creature with flashy wings and halos. he could even magic his way into your heart... he could be anyone..
for me, the devil seem to speak great English all the time..
